i am very much worried and i am feeling sad. though me and superman are getting close, i cant help but feel sad whenever i think that sooner or later everyone's contract at Shaw will be finished and we'll go on our separate lives.
that's what i hate about project-based work - the reality of separation from colleagues/new-found-friends.
since late-January, i am used to him being around the office, bumping around him at the pantry or coffee area or anywhere in the office. but when he opened the thought that the Management might not renew their contract (his will end in December), reality strikes at me big time. i am not ready for it.
thinking of it sucks. really.
i can't imagine my life at Shaw without him around. he's one of the main reasons why i am looking forward everyday to go to work. he's kinda my life there.
if this is what you call falling in love.. well, i must admit, yes, i am.
but still, i can see hope. i can and will pray and won't stop praying. i'll pray that my and his contract will be extended. God listens..
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