GOING WITH THE FLOW

it was on the 3rd sunday of this month when me and superman had our first friendly dinner together. read: it's not a date, it's just a dinner. :)

it was so random. he was the one who alighted first from the bus (because he moved to the front seat) then followed by ate malou, me, and the rest of our officemates. i and ate malou were just chitchatting (as always, basta lagi magkakasabay maglakad ang girls pag baba ng bus) when i observed that he was walking slowly and kinda lumilingon samin. then nung magkasabay-sabay na kami sa paglalakad eh he asked us casually "saan kayo kakain?".. that time ate malou was waiting for his son kaya humiwalay na sya so kami lang ni superman. then while walking may sumabay samin na isa naming officemate but then humiwalay din.

he asked me kung anong gusto kong kainin. i can't think of any kasi kinakabahan ako. so i asked him then pumila na kami sa mga noodles. we talked about random things like bakit sya nakasalamin tas yung pagkalabo ng mata ko. then he asked me na kumuha na ng seat at sya na yung oorder for us.

i dont know if it was so obvious na kinakabahan ako (though i was really trying na wag kabahan) because he told me "relax ka lang..". then we talked about a lot of things. mas lalo akong bumagal kumain nun tas ang dami pang serving. pinapaubos nya sakin kasi nga he knows na gusto kong tumaba. he was just watching me eat for a few minutes and i told him "wag mokong panoorin.."

then after eating, he showed me yung bilihan ng milk na pampataba - weigh gain. kasi asked ko sya kung instik yun eh. :) at pinakita nya saking hindi. haha

then he met his friend na afterwards and i went home na.

the dinner went well. getting to know each other thing. but one question that was bothering me was did he just went dinner with me para patay oras kasi he was waiting for his friend? kasi pag umuwi pa sya eh tatamarin na sya.. i dunno. pero after that dinner eh mas madalas na kaming nagbabatian, nag ngingitian, nagchichikahan ng onti pag morning, etc.

although most say na may gusto nga sya sakin (kasi kahit ka-dept nya eh niloloko ako) eh i dont want to expect.. he's not saying anything kasi.

im afraid pero im willing to take the risk. that is why im just going with the flow.. because ill never know what lies ahead pag diko sinubukan at pinairal ko na nman ang takot ko.

wish me luck. hope i am sailing on the right waters..